Sunday, December 4, 2011

Down on the Line

Phone line beeps twice,
whispers its sultry
corporate code, breathes
brand-names like sad
lost-lovers to whip
you erotic,
jealously ready
to reclaim the correct price;

And you prepare to make nice,
stretch the unseen rictus grin
across your voice, a face,
invisible, can hear you smile, feel
you strain to see the screen, to
avoid the screaming calm
of playing God with cars, where
God explains he's powerless, impatient,
out of time,
takes your name and number,
and hangs up, hangs
by the headset phonecord
umbilicus
until either it,
or you,
stop transmitting, spitting
snot in the sink
on your third extra break, just clearing
the green
and blood-colored crud
before your guilt numbers jump
to unacceptable levels,
report you
a certain percent indisposed;

Were your eyes closed? Did
you miss a beet (I mean beep)?
Is this where you go, sometimes
when you sleep?
Are
your wounds weeping out
rancid little
liquid bits of you?
Are your sleep-rumpled slacks
noticeably stained? Can
they hear you dishevel
over the line? Does your stubble
scratch like static? Is
the crumble of your rubble
an audible decay? Has your wallet pocket
completely frayed, one corner
displayed to the world, to
the beauracratic watch?

What time is it?

But you know
you can't leave yet; the
weight of screen sings
shrill plasma flatness,
and the phone demands service, and
you sit, and don't fall
to your knees; you greet,
you sneeze, you limply lie,
you transfer, and your voice
falls
from a wind
to a hoarse breeze.

Friday, December 2, 2011

Condition

Lay down fire like roses,
like roses always a'bloom, but
with a little more boom
than flowering,
mushrooms the breath of dragons,
matter divorced
in roots reaching up
from the crater-pocked earth.

Lather candy in candy, in armor,
in polethyne crystal, in
dead coral spray-painted clean;
lick it's haught-coture hide away,
tongue pebbled in tangy
rust-rhime;
clear rhinestone canvas
with with evenly timed swipes,
careful, dutiful
to the slow carress of its sharp edges;
borders or blades, cutting
the empty air like a razor
parting skin.

Dawn the petalled breast-plate,
dappled in dew, wrought
in the fluidic refraction of light,
brightness metal-born, worn
in sheets coruscating, each
flaky brilliance barely sating
hungry dark, bleak and streaking
black marks like tar pits
searching for pores
in the earth
to bleed through, from
stiff veins, where slow blood pools.

Slight the human condition
by playing into its
cloying, prying, cried out vices,
its tired old tries, tires spinning
in the filth and the flesh,
the raw, eaten flesh, crushed
between molars, enamel flecked
and pitted by wear, by years, by
bacteria and spit; flit
between stations of static
emotion, concealed, congealed
concretely entombed in concentric catacombs
of lovely breathing bones,
of air in vascular balloons,
alvioli aromatic with the spice
of burnt iron, septic, the soul
longing for sepsis and sin,
the need to once again begin.

Word Salad

Prick fingers, shed fangs,
shiver shingles above the slither
of closing window-panes;
play porcelain 'round rain-slick thighs,
tell the alabaster duchess
to control her liquid sighs;
wither wicker rocking-chairs
with the holy-ghost's flame;
filter light through ashes,
flirt highbeams, bleed names,
fan black feathers
and hide in the darkling wind,
find an invitation to rescind;
send a letter, pay a phone;
round the corner
on your way home;
lay labor, play at patrol,
weave lichen like snakes,
take toll;
cut the red-navel ribbon, rip bones,
layer skin over skeletal thrones;
laugh pausingly, forget a black sail,
leave a crease
in the palm of your tale.

It's technically the same year I began a blog, so I guess it hasn't failed...

So, they say that most blogs fail, just up and blow away, whether through lack of attention, creative output, or simply getting a life (though the last option seems unlikely, for a blogger). Well, I may not know who "they" are, or why I made them up, but I know that in this instance, they are mostly wrong.

I know I promised to keep the personal diatribes to a minimum, but I feel you all (and I reserve the right to not count how many people "you all" actually represents) deserve an explanation for the hiatus. Having a soul-sucking job can drain creativity as well as animus, much as it may pay for "food" and "real goddamn housing", but the spark remains, and it still burns, as long as my hands may protectively tent above its blazing surface.

I thank anyone who is still with me.

You're here for poetry, and poetry you shall have! Lately, that's meant exercises in free-thought and the movement of creative juices, through creative dietary regimes (figuratively speaking, of course). Enjoy!